All I want

All I want is you to be happy
All I want is no one to break your heart anymore
All I want is you to be true to yourself
All I want is you not to hurt the others

I can be patient with you.
I can be patient in not knowing where do I live in your heart.
I can be so cool in the misery.

In life, I dont ask for more.
i ask just what I need, enough to help me to live until I die.

I had enough love, I had enough money, I had enough friends.
I had enough with what Allah did provide me.
But as human, we always ask more and more.

I dont really know what I really want anymore.
Before, I did ask for love, then when Allah gave me love, it is more than what I can handle.
I realise the more we love somebody, the more the pain. - This is how Allah test us -
He test us with things that we love the most.
If you love money most, he test you with money.
If you love human most, he test you with your love to the human being.

Somehow, I do ask a lot from Allah still.
I ask, ask and keep asking.
I ask for all those persons that I love.
My family and my love.

I live today and tomorrow, wanting to see the smile on their faces.
I can smile I can smile I can smile.
By knowing they are smiling.